What then happens if you wait??πŸ€•πŸ€•

Those who wait on God shall renew their strength,they shall mount up on wings,like eaglesπŸ¦…πŸ¦…they shall soar,they shall walk and not get weary,run and not faint!!!

I don’t believe in fairytales, I guess I’ve outgrown them
But that doesn’t mean that I don’t believe
That there’s something bigger than me
‘Cause I’ve seen it in a hospital room
When the doctors said, “Sorry, there’s nothing more we can do”
Well, it wasn’t through
I’ve never seen a pot of gold at the end of the rainbow
But I’ve got a promise I can hold in the middle of the struggle

God, if you said it, You’ll perform it
May not be how I want You to
But here’s what I’ll do
I’m gonna wait on You
I’ve tasted Your goodness
I’ll trust in Your promise
I’m gonna wait on You
Yes, I’m gonna wait on You

I know You ordered every step
Yeah, You are the Author
And there’s no predicting what is next
But You hold the future
And all the questions they come second
To the one I know is true, yeah
Oh, you’ve always been true.

This is a verse from a song by the Maverick city,it got me thinking,what then happens when we wait on God,what happens if we don’t.Are you having trouble living?Are you tired already?Are you In the middle of a storm?a hurricane?A dark place!!

I pray that we can hold on in there,God is on the other end of the rope.Lets be worshipping as we waitπŸ™πŸ™πŸ™.Our God is a good God.

Life is liveableπŸŽ‰πŸ¦‹πŸŒ„β€οΈ

Its been a minute beautiful people,it’s been a long while,I’ve missed you so much!!!!

I’ve been up and down and especially up..up in the sense of having lot more in my plate to take care of.Life just got busy!!

The older you get the more the tasks!

Like an hour glass..

Life builds up from seconds to minutes to hours to days to weeks to months and years…it moves..

You sometime get hazy,heavy, dizzy 😡πŸ₯΄….

You look back at how busy your life makes you, maybe your job gets more demanding, your children need more of you, the economy is so attacking and you deal with realities you can’t fathom..but don’t you forget that your current life Is an actualization of a dream you had sometime back.Its simply an answer to a prayer you said in the past..

In the chaos,in the noise,in the strain in the confusion,in the struggles in the misunderstandings…I’ve come to see that life is liveable!!!!

Some say the glass is half full,some say it’s half empty,I say the glass is refillablee!!!

Alot to think of ,to take care of,to focus on..

Look up, God give you strength,life is liveable.


‘Purest of hearts never die β€οΈ’

We can do no great things;but we can do only small things with great love~Mother Teresa

Kindness always comes around,if not to you,to your children☺️~Madam Bilha (mom)

Honestly, nothing melts my heart like a random act of kindness.Just experiencing a thoughtful act,either from a friend or even a stranger it just feels so good.Kindness to me is love personified, it is that glowy smile from a small child while walking across a rather gloomy street.It is beautiful!! It feels good to know that you sparkled someone’s day,that you ignited a flame that helped to spread light through the crevices of their hearts.

Random acts of kindness could include, giving an unexpected compliment to a stranger, sending someone a thank you message, helping a sick person run their errands as they rest, listen to someone when they need someone to talk to, showing up in someone’s life by being there for them, saying please and thank you, talking politely, explaining a concept to someone when they ask,and even speaking good about a person.This simple acts of kindness could look so small but leave indelible legacies in people’s lives.

I treasure kindness because I know how it feels when someone is so considerate and charitable to me.Have you ever felt indebted to someone because of how they made you feel? Ever wished life could give you a chance to just be able to find that stranger that paid your bus fare so you could refund it to him or her?Has anyone ever done something so good to you that made you have a great motivation in your own heart to do good to others?

I remember a certain day when I was about nine years old,I was looking through my grandma’s hotel window, from a distance I could see a man at the side of the road struggling to lift up something but his bag was torn and he was so devastated.I didn’t know exactly what was in that bag but I realized that he needed some help ,so I took a big bag from the kitchen store in the hotel and run to him.On reaching to where he was standing I realized that he was actually carrying big pineapples but due to the weight his bag couldn’t carry them.He was awed seeing such a young girl coming to his rescue, and I think what surprised him most is where I saw him from.He thanked me and gave me one ripe pineapple which I then took it to my grandma.I didn’t even know what that act was called but I felt so glad that I helped 😊.

When I was in Form four,we once held a meeting with the school director to discuss the measures to undertake inorder to perform.So we were put into groups to brainstorm.I think everyone who has gone through highschool understands the pressure that comes with form four,so I was paired with Dorcus.We were classmates since form one and had no bad blood but on that particular day we were so rude to each other,she said something in a rude manner and I kind of returned it in a rudely too.We ended up not discussing anything and throughout the meeting we felt bitter towards each other,now I knew for sure that I had wronged her and vice versa but the question was if we were both considerate enough to apologize to each other.Dorcus was and is very warm at heart and what made me prove is that, after the meeting we both had tears in our eyes as we said sorry to each other.We could feel the pressure of the time and how bad it was to be rude to each other.We were kind to each other and that stood out for me!

I don’t wanna make this post so long because there’s an endless list to what kindness has been and can be.I just take this chance to thank you all for always being so kind to me,my sisters,to all my friends,my schoolmates, church mates,my mentors and my readers thanks for reading through my posts, commenting, reviewing, liking,that’s so adorable of you.God bless you .

Receive hugs and smiles, because you deserve!!

‘One foot infront of the other’

Nobody wants to wait for little miracles, nobody wants to say am feeling insecure and so unsure,it’s just hard to be big when I feel am small and immature~Sia

A miracle is what happens when something so extraordinary occurs that coincidence is a foolish explanation.~ Mary Morrissey

Do you believe in little miracles ?Do you believe in little steps in life,are you excited about little achievements?,are you amused by even the tiniest goals you reach?Do you celebrate yourself when you attain an amountable size of something?Or do you wait for bigger glorifications?

I personally, intentionally believe in the most subtle step there is.I believe in the beauty of a single step.I believe in the jubilations of an award,not because it’s big but because someone did something to deserve it.Every single goal reached calls for an applause to me,and sets my soul on melodious vibrations.Tiny steps seem to strike just the right chords in my system somehow, because no matter the underlying circumstances, someone managed to come out with something!

I can shamelessly admit that I’ve not had the best life yet, that my childhood was not a chocolate bar,that my family has never had the softest path,but I can surely attest to little miracles and small reasons to take credit for an input of effort for results.Growing up, I never saw any meal that came so easily,no fee,no clothes and no shelter too,they all took an enormous effort and strain,so I know what a hurdle life can be.I also know how unreasonable it can be to tell someone that they need to celebrate a very minute achievement when all they are thinking of is how they could even raise higher.Honestly,I have had the most humbling of situations,those that put you down and suffocate you threatening to strangle you to death,as brutal as it may sound I know it’s true.

Life once seemed to me like a collection of times when you suffered,times when you failed, times when you never attained,times when you loosed and finally how the sufferings put you down.This collection is then chronologically placed and put into either an audiobook,a series movie,or a song.It is then played in your mind,time after time, sometimes and basically all the time.You find yourself listening to the song singing in your head, watching the scenes playing so clearly at the back of your mind and the pages of the book flipping over and over each line resounding in your mind.I don’t know if you can feel me.Can you?

I once worked so hard inorder to see a light at the end of the tunnel only to see an opening of another.When life seemed so desolate and helpless I seeked for the inspiration within.Because clearly I couldn’t look without.I won’t fail to say that mum takes credit for motivating and giving me strength to fight harder but I also must admit that my own urge and willingness to seek hope and draw immense inspiration from within has saved me a great deal.I am, my number one motivator and,my very first inspiration.I generate energy from me because I chose to believe in me.I carry out my goals and objectives very spiritedly because the little voice in the abyss of my heart tells me,’go girl, don’t just quit before the miracle!’.Keep trying,keep up the faith,keep up the spirit, don’t just quit yet.Whenever you feel so tired and your hands can do much, just put one foot infront of the other, repeatedly, you’ll soon realize that you’re moving forward!!

Birds don’t just fly, they fall down and get up.Even when you reach the end,you can start again.Feel appreciated for any step you’ve made,viva!!

“We are all one”

Am starting to learn that this 🌍 world,is just a place for us to learn that we need each other more than we want to admit.

~Richelle E.Goodrich

Maybe the reason why we feel good after helping others is because some small parts within us remembers and connects to the knowing that we are all one.

~Akiroq Brost


Hey there personπŸ‘‹,To you I might be a stranger,a person you know not,but I wanna let you know that I care about you!!! You’re the reason why I want to live the next minute just to see what becomes of you when you don’t give up!!I treasure you,I think about you and sometimes I say a prayer for you, because I want the best out of you.I want you to know that despite all those who hate on you, despite all those who take your hurts for granted, despite all those who benefit from your brokenness and expound on your fears and even take pleasure in hurting you, against all bad blood around you,I love you and am here for you.β˜€οΈβ€οΈπŸŒπŸ˜”

I, have intentionally decided to show up for anyone who needs some butter on their bread,some warmth on a cold day,some rainbow on their cloud,some smile in a stern atmosphere,some umbrella amidst the rain and some chocolate on a gloomy day.Not because am perfect but because am present.I believe that no one can help everyone but everyone can help someone.😊😊

This particular article has been in my heart even before I decided to put it down into words so as to bring it to you,and am really glad that you’re taking your time to read through it.It was planted in the soil of my heart and has progressively germinated to a seedling 🌱..a healthy one which fights against all odds to be able to mature and thrive 🌻πŸ’ͺ.

Just the other day as I was walking through the streets of ‘What’s App’,and I came across a meme which read ” Utashinda ukiambia kila mtu niliku-heartbreak,receive healing buanaa”..translation(Will you keep telling everyone that I broke your heart,then mocks the person).it was then captioned with some laughing emoji(πŸ˜‚).Apart from that one mentioned meme,there are so many others of the same kind.Which are thoughtlessly created and posted. I know someone might not find sense in what am about to say as they’ll think memes are not to be taken as seriously.Well,I don’t think so.

It is ignorant to think of such lightly.It is sad to imagine how cold our hearts have grown to be,it is breaking to think of how malicious our words are getting.It is so unfortunate that this are the most celebrated,most glorified,most accustomed to and sorry to say the most posted words on our walls.Putting myself in the shoe of these people,I can’t imagine how much salt is added to their wounds everydayπŸ€•,how pierced and injured they get day by day. Am not speaking of matters heartbreak alone,am talking about how numb we all are of each other.Look at how self-love has been given praises and advocated for,look at how everyone puts themselves first.”It’s all about me, myself and I”

No one gives a damn about anyone,I hurt you because I was hurt,I can’t help you because I was not helped.We are kind of capitalizing our joy and satisfaction at the expense of someone else’s brokenness, suffering and pain.Dalai lama,a great philosopher and indian author once said ;”Our prime purpose in this life is to help others and if you can’t help them, atleast don’t hurt them” ,but I tend to think we are exactly the opposite,we keep hurting the hurted and breaking the broken πŸ’”πŸ’”.

I need you now,you might need me tomorrow.

‘You can,You will’

miracle minute by Mary Morrissey

“They conquer those who believe they can”

Blessed are those who believe in the materialization of their lofty dreams,for their most coveted goals will take shape before their own sight!!

It’s not quite easy to get anything done in life..it is actually where we place our attention that matters.Someone once said that ‘where you place your attention, you place your intention’Which I totally agree with .In fact, the universe knows what we are truly desiring by where we place our attention; because the universe gives us power of focus and power of free will. Focus then enables us to concentrate.

Believe is very important in life, for example ,what do you believe you can do?How far do you believe you can go?How much more do you believe you can make out of your hustle?Who do you believe you can be? Name it all!! It’s a 😒 sad truth that we fail to trust ourselves making it hard for us to believe in ourselves,yet believing makes it easier to keep ourselves motivated and energized πŸ’ͺ😊.

Look at you, sulky, thinking that you can’t be a conquerer.Stressed out with insecurities,held down with uncertainties.I don’t know who you are and where you’re from but give it time,have hopes, hold on,wait on,just don’t give up yet😍.. believe,tell it to yourself everyday.

My highschool principal, who is my mentor and close friend just called to remind me how to confront my fears and stick to believing I can!! Come to think of it,I believe 😊,to where I am right now in life,it’s because I one day conceived the idea of a possibility;a positive thought about a not very predictable future.I believed I could, and I did!!

Dear young girl,young man, young parent,young couple,young student,young business person,what do you believe?? Then it can be!!

Don’t compromise,just because you can’t see it clearly,the future is to be bright 🌞,if only you believe.Chase your dreams, promise you will!!You can, you surely will

I believe in You,you need to too❀️

“Grass ain’t greener on the other side but where it is watered.”

You probably have heard this phrase,or rather something to do with it.Incase you have not, the phrase is used to compare two situations. One of which is better than the other, is said to be greener and the other which is just green mostly the fading color of dry grass in a drought if am to bring out the mind picture more clearly..

Sometimes dry green grass seems mundane to even look at and we just want an escape of the mere sight of it.We get elated by something new,or rather a more fascinating thing than a present scene or state that we’re in.That’s how were wired to be and that’s why it takes discipline to instead water our grass than enjoy the sight of the neighbors grass which looks greener.

Grass might mean lifestyle,it might mean a relationship,a job,a political party,a religious entitlement,a goal,or even a small thing like a toy for a baby.We are often tempted to badly want the other,and when we can’t get it we are bubbled and broken by our greed.We go for higher lifestyles only to find ourselves eating our savings and not our profits,we go for greener jobs only to realize that it has way greater responsibilities and hence bigger burdens.We opt out of relationships with people we think are way too low for our specifications only to get more broken..we then remember the genuine persons we had in our lives,them who loved and care for us before we were overtaken by rapacity for more.

It is hard to admit but yeah,water your grass,that’s how it gets greener πŸ’š!!

Water it,trust me it’ll be this!

Thank me later,😊❀️


About me post!!

Am grateful to have a chance to converse with you,a chance to share life,to be able to sail together!!! isn’t that great?

Elian is my beautiful name,a 19 years young lady who is in love with existence!!just being able to exist with you In the Same decade, continent, life makes us share alot!!

I believe in existing loudly and friendlily because it only happens once to everyone!Being able to put up with the whirls of life is golden,it Is heroic,it is epic and so lovely..that makes you a sailor with me..

I love writing because it’s so therapeutic to me,I have been journaling for quite some time in my life, and guess what? I realized you’re all missing much and I decided to create this boat..so we can sail and let the good times roll .I love human beings because despite the whims we’re in,we manage a smile 😊,manage a laugh πŸ˜‚ and yeah I love us!!! So this is basically for us,talk to me,I talk to you,let’s sail with Elian ❀️